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Monday, June 14, 2010

a much delayed and never ending appreciation

so much to share and yet i'm still working on the blueprints.
Dad's been in the hospital since april 28. it is now june 14 at 12:29AM and i just can't believe and am amazed at what i have endured. he's truly my one and only hero. the man i'll always love for the rest of my life and the one who will never let me down as my father. wherever his road may lead, i only hope to follow in my own way.
i think i now understand what people meant when they said i'm going through something a 30, 40, 50, maybe 60 year old would go through. it's been a rollercoaster of everything. and i'm much stronger than i thought i was. i've had my share of sad thoughts, but i've been convinced to think otherwise.
my pride and joy is my Dad. he's everything i could ask for and i'll accept whatever the results are, good or bad, since that's the way life comes and goes. just have to bask in the moments and cherish all of it.




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